DO YOU KNO WHO I AM ?

IM THE GUY WHO GETS WHATEVER I WANT, WHENEVER I WANT. AND MAKE THINGS HAPPEN LIKE A DAMN TRAIN REACTION.

SHAWTY REDDS

NEVER EVER

ONE THING I WILL NEVER DO IS TAKE THINGS FOR GRANTED, PLAY WITH PEOPLES FEELINGS AND BECOME EAGER. ANOTHER THING I WOULD NEVER DO IS HATE THE ONES WHO CARES AND DO'S FOR ME, BUT ONE THING I REALLY WOULDN'T DO IS HURT MY MOTHER AND OUR FAMILY AND ALSO MY BELOVED ONES.BUT THE MAIN THING I WOULDN'T DO IS BECOME A SUSPECT.

HIGH SCHOOL

WOW I CANT BELIVE IM LEAVING M.S 188,I WISH I COULD DO ANOTHER YEAR BUT HEY I CANT I GOTTA MOVE ON.NOW THAT I GOT EXCEPTED 2 RALPH R.McKEE WHICH IS MY NEW SCHOOL I DONT KNO IF IM REALLY GUNNA BE INTERESTED IN MAKEING FRIENDS,WHY I SAY THAT IS BECAUSE IM TO BUSY TRYNA MAKE IT OUT AND ALSO TRYNA BE FAR FAR AWAY FROM CERTAN PEOPLE.AND BESIDES I WANNA PLAY FOOTBALL SO I WONT BE WORRYING ABOUT NOTHING,JUST GUNNA CONTINUE GOIN 2 SCHOOL AND PLAYING THE SPORT I LOVE WHICH IS FOOTBALL.AND WHEN I DO MAKE IT SHE KNO WHO SHE IS..... AND SHE CUMING WITH ME STRAIT TO THE TOP BABY.

sneakers pt 1

garbage part 2

poem ( ups n downs )

THERE ARE TIMES WHEN PEOPLE GO THREW THEIR UPS AND DOWNS, WHY I SAY THAT IS BECAUSE ITS TRUE, EVEN THOUGH I DO LOVE YOU, THERE ARE TIMES WHEN PEOPLE LIE IN A RELATIONSHIP IS THAT BECAUSE THE LOVE IS BLIND OR JUST LIEING BECAUSE THEY TRIED, WELL I TRIED AND REALIZED THAT I LOST THE APPLE OF MY EYE, THERE ARE TIMES WHEN PEOPLE FIGHT EVEN THOUGH THAT AINT RIGHT, MESSING AROUND DOING CRAZY THINGS, GOD KNOW'S WHAT SHE THINKS, EVEN I KNO IM JUST A WAIST, BUT TO HER IM JUST A PLAY, LIKE SOMETHING SHE CAN TAKE AWAY, I FEEL THAT IM NOTHING TO HER ANYMORE BUT WISH I WAS SOMEONE SHE CAN ADORE, DAY BY DAY MY LOVE GETS STRONGER EVEN THOUGH SHE CANT HOLD ON ANY LONGER, BUT HEY THIS IS WHAT YOU CALL UPS AND DOWNS.

IF I WERE A GURL (POERTY)

IF I WERE A GURL I WOULD MAKE U FEEL LIKE IM YOURS, IF I WERE A GURL I WOULD FILL HIS THOUGHTS OF WONDER, IF I WERE A GURL I WOULD FILL HIS HEART WITH LOTS OF LOVE, IF I WERE A GURL HE WOULD BE IN NEVER ENDING FANTASY, AND MAYBE JUST MAYBE I WOULD MAKE SURE THERE WILL BE NO WALL COMING BETWEEN US, IF I WERE A GURL I WILL MAKE SURE NOBODY WILL BREAK US APART.BUT IM NOT A GURL IM A MAN.

WHEN I GROW UP....

WHEN I GROW UP I WANT TO BE SOMEBODY WHO CAN MAKE HISTORY, AND ALSO SOMEONE TO BE REMEMBERED. WHEN I GROW UP I WANT TO BECOME A FOOTBALL PLAYER, SOMEONE WHO CAN BREAK WORLD WIDE RECORDS, AND BECOME A HEISMAN TROPHY WINNER. WHEN I GROW UP I WANT TO BE SOMEBODY WHO CAN SET EXAMPLE'S FOR MY YOUNG ONE'S N MY FELLOW STUDENT'S WHO ARE ALSO WANTING TO BECOME PROFESSIONAL FOOTBALL PLAYER'S TOO. WHEN I GROW UP I WANT TO BE THE ONE LIVING UP IN THE BAHAMAS WITH A WONDERFUL WIFE OF MINES AND ALSO SMART AND INTELLIGENT CHILDREN. WHEN I GROW UP I WANT TO BE THE BEST FATHER EVER TO MY CHILD, TO GIVE HIM OR HER WHATEVER SHE WANTS WHILE DESERVING IT, WHEN I GROW UP I WANT TO BECOME SOMEBODY .

BLOOD DIAMOND

females

I HATE WHEN GURLS ACT LIKE THEY KNOW IT ALL WHICH THET DONT, BUT ANYWAYS WHEN IT ALL COMES DOWN TO THE MAIN EVENT THERE ALWAY RIGHT AND THE FELLAS IS WRONG BUT EVEN THOUGH WE DO HAVE TO PUT SOME SINCE INTO THERE HEAD IN ORDER TO TELL THESE YOUNG WOMEN WHERE THEY WENT WRONG AND HOW MEN FEEL.

WHAT CAN I SAY ?

WHAT CAN I SAY, TODAY IS A GOOD DAY AND IM FEELIN GOOD. NO STRESS NO WORRIES EVEN NO DOUGHTS IN MY MIND THAT TODAY IM GONNA HAVE A BAD DAY EVEN THOUGH IM FEELING KINDA A SHAME BUT ITS ALL GOOD, WHY I SAY THAT IS BECAUSE IM STRONG NOW AND IM NOT GONNA LET PEOPLE SIZE ME UP. SO BEFOR ANYONE DOES THAT I'LL WALK AWAY LIKE IT NEVER HAPPEN. OH YEAH AND ALSO LADIES PLEASE GO N CHECK OUT THAT NEW POEM IGHT.

poetry ( IS SHE THE ONE )

IS SHE THE ONE WHO CAN SATISFY MY WANTS AND NEEDS OR IS SHE JUST LOOKING FOR SOMEONE TO PLEASE, IS SHE THE ONE WHO GIVES ME CHIP'S ON MY SHOULDER OR THE ONE I LET RUN OVER, IF SO TELL ME, JUST TELL ME ARE U THE ONE ?, IS SHE LIKE MY BROTHER ? BUT COULD'VE BEEN MY MOTHER, I WISH SO, SO THAT I CAN SHOW HER HOW MUCH I LOVE HER, IS SHE THE ONE WHO LOVE ME FOR WHO I AM, NOT FOR WHAT I DO ?, BUT EVEN THOUGH I KNO IT'S THE TRUTH, IS SHE THE ONE WHO EXPRESSES HER FEELING'S TO ME WHEN SHE'S SAD, OR JUST THE ONE REJECTING ME WHEN MAD, IS SHE THE ONE WHO CAN ACOMMPLISH THING'S , OR JUST THE TYPE OF ***** WHO WANTS DIAMOND RING'S, IS SHE THE ONE WHO USE'S YOU FOR WHAT U GOT OR JUST THE ONE WHO DOESNT CARE A LOT, CAN SOMEBODY PLEASE TELL ME IS SHE THE ONE ?

MAD

I HATE WHEN I GET MAD BECAUSE ITS JUST NOT ME, BUT WHEN I DO GET MAD I FEEL LIKE IM HURT, WHICH IS NOT GOOD FOR ME, SO INSTEAD OF ME GETTIN HYPE SO FAST I JUST CALM DOWN AND GO FOR A WALK OR EVEN IGNORE PEOPLE THAT TRY'S TO CONVERSATE WITH ME, BUT ANYWAYS IM NOT LIKE THAT NO MORE, WHY I SAY THAT IS BECAUSE IM A CHANGE MAN AND I AM NOT GONNA LET MY ANGER GET THE BEST OF ME ANYMORE.

POETRY ( WILL IT HURT )

WILL IT HURT IF I SAID THAT IM A STRONG INDEPENDENT YOUNG MAN AND DONT NEED YOU, OR IS THAT BECAUSE IM JUST GETTIN HURT EVERY TIME WE BREAK UP, IF SO JUST LEAVE BECAUSE I KNO IM GONNA BE MUCH STRONGER, WILL IT HURT IF I SAID I HATE YOU WHICH I REALLY DONT, I JUST TRY MY BEST TO BE THE BETTER PERSON EVEN THOUGH I CAN DO BAD BY MY SELF, WILL IT HURT IF I JUST WALK AWAY AND VANISH LIKE IM A NOBODY EVEN THOUGH YOU TREAT ME LIKE ONE, BUT WILL IT HURT YOU IF I GIVE YOU A TASTE OF YOUR OWN MEDACINE.

MONEY!!!

WHY I LOVE MONEY BECAUSE IT MAKES ME HAPPY, WHY I SAY THAT IS BECAUSE WHEN IM REALLY MAD ALL I COULD DO IS THINK ABOUT WATS MAKING ME GET SO MUCH (CHEDDA) MONEY. LIKE FOR INSTANT WHEN I GET MAD BECAUSE OF WHAT MY GURL DID ALL I DO IS BECOME STACKABLE, WHAT I MEAN ABOUT THAT IS SAVING WHATS MINE AND ALSO BELONG TO ME. THATS WHY I LOVE MONEY BECAUSE ITS LIKE LOVEIN UR GURL.

CRAZY WORLD ( ME )

NOW IM IN A SITUATION THAT I CANT GET OUT OF, BUT WHEN I GET TO DA TOP IM GONNA PROVE THAT IM RIGHT AND TO SHOW ALL U SILLY KIDZ THAT IM KIND HEARTED.TOMORROW I GOT A TEST WHICH IZ MY ELA EXAM AND I PRAY I DO GOOD AND ALSO FOR MY MATH BUT THATS IN MARCH AND I HOPE I GO UP A COUPLE OF # HIGHER SO I CAN GET INTO THE ORIGINAL HIGH SKOOL THAT I LOVE AND WHEN I DO IM TAKEN HER WITH ME.

1/16/09 OH YESSS

IM SO GLAD IM HOME, CANT WAIT TILL FRIDAY IM GONNA BE THE ONLY ONE FLYING SO FELLAZ DONT BE MAD. EVEN THOUGH U GOT DAT IM GONNA ACCOMPLISHED MY PROBLEMS WHY IS DAT IDK BUT WHATEVER U SAY TO MY FACE IM EATING, NOW THOSE OF U READING TRYNA FIND OUT WHAT THIS MEAN U WILL NEVER KNO SO JUST COME AND ASK ME, SO PLEASE FEELZ FREE TO ASK ME .

POETRY ( WILL I BE )

WILL I BE WRONG IF I SAID I NEED YOU, WII I BE WRONG IF I SAID I CARE ABOUT YOU, IF SO JUST TELL ME WHY, WHY WOULD I BE WRONG, WILL I BE WRONG IF I SAID I LOVE U WITH ALL MY HEART, WILL U BE WRONG IF U LET HIM BREAK US APART, TELL ME, JUST TELL ME WILL I BE WRONG, WILL I BE WRONG IF I SAID I COMFORT YOU, MISS YOU, WANNA BE WITH YOU TILL I MAKE OUR MOM'S AND YOUR DAD PROUD OF ME, TELL ME WILL I BE WRONG, WILL I BE WRONG IF I SAID LEAVE ME, EVEN THOUGH THATS NOT WHAT I NEED, WILL I BE WRONG IF I SAID YOU DONT REALLY NEED ME WHICH IS TRUE, WILL I BE WRONG IF I LET YOU OUT OF MY ARM'S, FROM UNDER MY WING'S, JUST TELL ME WILL I BE WRONG, EVEN THOUGH I KNO THATS WHAT YOU WANNA DO.BUT I LOVE YOU.

MR.M.E.G.A

WELL MR.M.E.G.A STANDS FOR MAKE. EVERY. GIRL .AVAILABLE. HA HA HA HA HA HA , BUT THIS BELONGS TO U KNO WHO A.K.A WIIFEY.

POETRY ( AM I )

AM I THAT GUY THAT KEEPS U SAFE? AM I THAT GUY THAT MAKES U WAIT? IF SO HOW COME U WANNA STAY IS IT BECAUSE IM JUST SOMETHING THAT I AINT, PEOPLE SAY THAT IM A PLAY WHICH IM NOT BECAUSE I KNO I AINT, AM I THAT GUY THAT MAKES U FEEL RIGHT OR JUST THE TYPE OF GUY THAT GETS U TIGHT, BUT ITS ALRIGHT BECAUSE I KNO IM DOIN RIGHT BUT IS U THE ONE THATS GONNA STICK BY MY SIDE.

TUESDAY

TODAY WAY WAS A GREAT DAY B CUZ I HAD SO MUCH FUN. I INVITED SUM COMPANY 2 MY HOUSE AND I SURE DID ENJOY IT.BUT I WONDER WHY ? CAN SUM ONE TELL ME.

HOW I FEELZ

WHY U GOTTA GO N DO DAT 2 MY BLOG.BUT ITS ALL GOOD CUZ I KNO WHO DID IT AND WHEN SKOOL ENDS IM GONNA HAVE DA LAST LAUGH BE CUZ THOSE WHO LAUGH 1ST WONT HAVE DA LAST LAUGH HA HA HA HAVE FUN N AND ALSO C CUZ UR TIME IZ CUMING.HAVE A GREAT NOW THANK U SO MUCH BUT U DID IT 2 UR SELF